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<\/p>\nMEGAN Fox has revealed a heartbreaking confession in her new work of poetry. <\/p>\n
The supermodel's book, titled Pretty Boys Are Poisonous, was released on Tuesday.<\/p>\n
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In two poems, Megan, 37, wrote about a miscarriage. <\/p>\n
In detail, she painted a picture for readers about getting an ultrasound of a baby girl at about 10 weeks. <\/p>\n
The Hollywood actress wrote: "Maybe if I hadn't… maybe if I had…" <\/p>\n
In another poem, she continues the emotional story: "I want to hold your hand \/ hear your laugh." <\/p>\n
Later on, Megan wrote: "but now \/ I have to say \/ goodbye." <\/p>\n
She also wrote about holding the baby girl "as they rip you from my insides." <\/p>\n
"I will pay any price," she wrote. "Tell me please \/ what is the ransom \/ for her soul?"<\/p>\n
Last year, Megan's fiance, pop-punk singer Machine Gun Kelly, dedicated his performance at the Billboard Music Awards to Megan and their "unborn child." <\/p>\n
<\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/p>\n Megan shares three sons, Noah, Bodhi, and Journey, with her ex-husband, Brian Austin Green, 50.<\/p>\n On Monday, The U.S. Sun exclusively revealed more information about her collection of poetry – which isn't for the fainthearted. <\/p>\n The cover artwork, illustrated by Japanese artist Audrey Kawasaki, shows a picture of a snake slithering through a pair of lips with a piercing on it.<\/p>\n The poems deal with a wide range of topics, including sex, abuse, rape, and murder in more than 70 poems. <\/p>\n In the prologue, the brunette beauty said that has always believed that she is a \u201csacrificial lamb\u201d for whichever \u201cbeautiful, broken, self-absorbed idiot\u201d is hunting her down.<\/p>\n Megan\u2019s reference to her heart being broken by a \u201cself-absorbed idiot\u201d will prompt speculation on who she is referring to.<\/p>\n Describing herself as a \u201chopelessly romantic open wound of a human,\u201d she adds: \u201cBut then one day it happened. One of said idiots finally broke me.\u201d<\/p>\n Megan explains it was then when the poems featuring feelings of \u201cisolation, torment, self-harm, desperation, longing, restlessness, rage, and general anguish\u201d poured out of her.<\/p>\n It includes poems titled "rape," "funerals are for lovers," "why i wish i was gay," and "to marry an arsonist."<\/p>\n In one poem, titled \u201cit\u2019s giving patrick bateman,\u201d a reference to the serial killer protagonist of American Psycho, Megan writes: \u201cYour love leaves bloodstains on my bedsheets.\u201d<\/p>\n In yet another poem, she imagines a werewolf\u2019s attempts to apologize for devouring her, blaming it on \u201cfamily curses and sexual abuse.\u201d<\/p>\n In another poem, titled "You Keep Telling Me It Was A Secret," Megan seemingly calls MGK a "narcissist." <\/p>\n Megan and MGK revealed on social media that they were engaged on January 11, 2022, where she showed off her stunning emerald and diamond ring. <\/p>\n She seemingly discusses their rollercoaster relationship as they were hit with cheating and separation rumors.<\/p>\n![](\"https:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/11\/da-tom-comp.jpg\")
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HER POEMS<\/h2>\n
HER RELATIONSHIP WITH MGK <\/h2>\n
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